One question I keep getting asked is where I am today concerning my journey and if I still feel that what I am doing is working. So you met a guru and you were all excited but all these years later are you still excited?

More So! It has been eight years since I met Sadhguru. Like many people I too wanted a magic wand to enlighten me (still do) and I have been periodically despondent that that has not happened.

Whatever this longing is in me for more, drives me nuts a lot of the time. My idea of what it means to be on a spiritual pathless path has changed. There is not really any path.The whole journey now is just one of dissolving.

During the Anaadhi retreat for example I had some extreme highs and some peak experiences there but I also had low points. So it was up and down. 90 days is a long time to drop out and long days of silence provide a lot of opportunity to look at your mind but also to both dissolve and transcend many things.